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Like a love without devotion, like a cloud without the rain; Like a heart without emotion, like a wound without the pain. Like a prayer without an answer, like a bird without a song; Like a hope without a future, like a night without the dawn. Without You, I am nothing; I am nothing without You; Only You can make something out of nothing; I am nothing without You. ~PAUL & RITA BALOCHE

July 26, 2004 , 04:31 PM

PumpkinSeed

CTRL+C ........ CTRL+V 2004-07-21, Wednesday
6:57am

I'm begining to feel like I get it.

this thing about $ and business, and stuff.

an understanding of where I am, and what I need, and want.

quantitatively.

just begining. I never saw it before. Guess I never had to.

kept myself innocent? ignorant....unaccountable. not responsible........irrisponsible???

almost done living the altered universe where money didn't matter yesterday, and it sure don't matter tonight. It's when I found out that I'm better off making sure my soul's alright.

But yes, that's covered. Been covered.

now.

it's time to "wake up" and get my "house in order".

23 years old.

$25,000 in debt!

yet feeling no worries. just occasional pressure.

faith that it will all work out in a few years.

living the good life - donating millions of $$$ to all kindsa great causes.

yeah.

guess it's time to live the dream.

grow up - take responsibility - make it happen.

quit being a burden to those I love.....who love me.

I WILL help thousands of people.

Currently Listening to: Prince's "Money Don't Matter"
Currently Reading: well it aint my check-book!
Currently Watching:
Currently Feeling: responsible
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