PumpkinSeed
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Currently Listening to: The Who - Substitute
Currently Reading: Juno Address book
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Currently Feeling: Impatient & Proud
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May 27, 2004 , 10:43 AM stickied
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*HUGS* TOTAL!!!
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Get hugs of your own (2004-08-12)
Hey ya'll! By now ya know I can type! That's Grrreat!!...but that's not all!
Here's where I link ya to my other creations, and where I'd like you to leave any comments about them. Please mention which you are commenting on!
Pumpkin Seed's Performances. This is where my Audio & Visual Performances will be available.
(2004-05-27)
YEY!!! I finally updated some things here!�¤ 3 tunez are now FINALLY upgraded to v.2.0! (they sound better, & download faster)
�¤ 1 previously unreleased MP3 now available!
�¤ Just added my 1st MIDI tune! (Now you can have a reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly long ring tone!)
�¤ re-organized the page
�¤ added part of the story behind, "One".
(2005-04-15)
PumpkinSeed PhotoBucket!! Besides the Tabuas Gallery, here is where I post images of my Visual Art, Photography, funny stuff, additional Tabulas images, etc. The mighty Photobucket hosts 1 Gigabyte of images & videos for FREE! That's room for about 10,000 videos and images!!
(2004-05-27)
Just Finished Painting My New Bedroom Click for the pix!
(2004-07-28)
This entry will be modified as things get added.
Currently Listening to: Madonna-Express Yourself Ultimix!
Currently Reading: :philChoi: Gilgamesh Comic #5 WHO DA MAN????
Currently Watching: Sara McLaughlin - In the Arms of the O:-)
Currently Feeling: Public Domainy
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January 17, 2004 , 02:14 AM stickied, favorite
PumpkinSeed
1. New entries are shown on top of the previous ones, unless I "STICKY" them, (like I did to this one). Earlier entries are avilable by clicking "Backwards 8 entries" at the bottom of this page, or by browsing my "Archives" or "Categories".
2. At the end of each entry is a link to read and leave comments. Let me, and everyone know what you're thinkin. Work with me folks! I get notified when you comment, so I'll be reading =)
3. Note the links for profile, gallery, links, content, etc. I especially want YOU to browse my links. Trust me - it's good for you!! I got yer back!
4. That thing on the right is called a "Tag Board" It's like a chat room in S-L-O-W motion. It won't give you whiplash like some AOL chat rooms. Have fun with it. Meet me & my friends there!
5. Get yer own Tabulas Blog! It's free! (though I recommend the PAY version to support the site. The webmaster is currently footing the bill!)
6. Welcome! Enjoy your stay! Bookmark PumpkinSeed.tk & come again!
~LuvSeed
Currently Listening to: Daniel Bedingfield's If You're Not the One
Currently Reading: Carvin's Feb 2004 Catalogue
Currently Watching:
Currently Feeling: Welcoming & informative
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September 27, 2013 , 02:27 AM Ang pag-ibig
PumpkinSeed
How much I want to tell you...
How much I want you to know...
How much my soul longs for yours!
How much I Love you so!
How short the time we spend together.
How long the time apart.
We both know what shan't be severed,
Our heart knew it from the start.
With tides of doubt rising high,
With torrents of pain overwhelming,
IN CHRIST, weeping lasts but for the night,
But HIS joy comes in the morning!
My Bride, so holy, so humble, so sweet!
You meet all my cares and my needs.
For at last not two, but one, are complete!
Your husband, am I, and so proud to be! <3
Deeper, stronger and purer each moment,
Our Love grows more perfect each day.
Holding fast to the One who has made it,
I cleave to my brides and won't turn away.
Shall we let go of our greatest delight?
For today our heart filled with sorrow,
But together we'll make it with God as our light!
Goodbye? Not today, and not ever tomorrow!
I Love all you are.
I long to meet all your wants and your needs.
I delight in all that you are.
My lovely Bride made perfect just for me.
I Love YOU, Your Majesty!
I'm IN love with you!
I NEED you!
We need US!
<3 ~Honeybearses <3
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Currently Listening to:
Currently Reading: Sent Box
Currently Watching:
Currently Feeling: <3
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August 30, 2013 , 08:59 AM Ang pag-ibig
PumpkinSeed
To Her Majesty,
A gift of fading beauty for one who grows more beautiful each and every day.
A gift for a price given to my priceless gift.
Something temporal for the one I love for eternity.
Something small and shrinking representing my love immeasurable and growing.
Something plucked for someone grafted.
A wilting flower for the woman I'm growing more and more in love with each day.
I love you forever. What gift but a gold ring could represent such love?
~Your Honeybearses
Currently Listening to: my beloved, on the phone :)
Currently Reading: Sent Box
Currently Watching:
Currently Feeling: <3
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October 16, 2011 , 12:53 AM Observations
PumpkinSeed
Welcomed into Your presence
I am baffled by Your Grace.
I know You know what I've been all about.
Dabbling in sin. Walking the line. Staining my soul.
Hardening my heart. Desecrating Your throne.
Yet You still call for me!
Your love is unending.
Redemption taken hold of me.
So, humbly I enter.
Scared to take another step.
Wash me in Your fountain
So that I may see Your face.
And not be consumed.
Holy art Thou, dear Lord.
Amazing is all that You are
Most amazing is Your love for me.
That You died for me.
That I may be set free.
To follow You faithfully.
To commune for eternity.
Wrapped in Your wings.
Held in the palm of Your hand.
The hairs on my head counted.
My tear drops in Your bottle.
You've been waiting for the day
When I'll finally turn away
From all that leads astray
To hold your hand, trust, and obey.
Currently Listening to: Fernando Ortega - Hymns and Meditations
Currently Reading: Richard Dawkins - The God Delusion
Currently Watching: Battery Meter: "19min (11%) Remaining"
Currently Feeling: somber
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May 11, 2009 , 12:34 AM
PumpkinSeed
With the advent of Fernando visiting NJ, and no longer working 50+hours per week, I've gotten a renewed inspiration for makin music "now", instead of "sometime soon".
What has that meant?
With the help of eBay and Craigslist, I purchased some long needed equiptment at pretty good prices!...
Professional condensor hand-held Vocal Mic (Sennheiser e865)
15' blue mic cable (MOGAMI w. NEUTRIK connectors)
Microphone Clip (Shockproof)
Yamaha Electonic Portable Grand Piano! (DGX620)
USB Audio Interface & Pre-Amp (M-Audio Fast Track Pro)
All that plugs into my great lil Acer AspireOne netbook, and we're set to record!
We had one practice session with Dov, Mic, Fernando and myself.
Then Me and Fernando had a few practice sessions on our own. Quite a few cover songs, and even some origional compositions are in the works! We'll set more time to meet up, and use the wonders of the Internet to get some recordings compiled!
During one session, Fernando played the rythm of "Box Full of Honey" on his new acoustic guitar, and I was on lead vocals and keyboard.
Since then, I really wanted to get a better cut of that song, and started working on it the other night. The resulting DEMO is now uploaded to my MySpace profile, and also available for streaming here:
http://www.mybloop.com/PumpkinSeed/PumpkinSeed/Demos/PumpkinSeed.tk_-_2009-05-11-Demo-Box_Full_O_Honey_mp3
I also FINALLY re-uploaded all my long lost recordings (my server went down) to this "MyBloop" service, where you can stream all of the songs!
http://www.mybloop.com/PumpkinSeed/PumpkinSeed#files
"MyBloop" is great for straming my audio, and sharing files, but unfortunately mp3's are restricted from downloading. =(
Notes on the Demo:
1st, I did the rythm track, slappping the jeans i was wearing
2nd, I did 2 vocal takes (kept the 2nd one)
3rd, added some backup vocals
4th, took the best of 2 whistle takes, and layered them
5th, added some EQ and reverb to the rythm
6th, added a flanger to the backup vocals
7th, added some EQ to the lead vocals
It has got some noise, and some clipping but that's the beauty of mult-track recording: you can replace (over-dub) with better/cleaner takes in the future!
More to come! Enjoy!
~Seed
Currently Listening to: Me!
Currently Reading: Me!
Currently Watching: Me!
Currently Feeling: creative/sleepy
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January 5, 2008 , 10:16 PM Introspections
PumpkinSeed
Alas, we've found our solace: The Internet, where we discover that we're not alone at being alone, and that yes, we're quite unique....but not as unique as we thought we were.
God has graciously sprinkled us about the Earth to provide all those unique things we do, think and feel to keep the rest of mankind balanced.
I know that's a bold and possibly arrogant thing to say....but it speaks to God's wisdom, and OUR INHERENT RESPONSIBILITY (should you not reject the call) to live life to the fullest, and live it out well.
All those thoughts and feelings you wrestle with each day...those aches that bring you down and drive you insane, as you weigh out a myriad of potential possibilities of this that and the other, and wonder which is the BEST/Most appropriate choice or action to take....there's a reason you think this way, and it's not just for you.
My words of advice as your brother INFP'er: yes - get to know yourself - don't dare get stuck in a lifestyle where you have no personal (solo) time, as YOU NEED THAT. On the other hand, keep yourself open:
1. Learn from people with different views - you may be the "perceptive" one, but sometimes...often we lack the judgment of what to do with those perceptions. Yes, make decisions for yourself in the end, but realize others may be better and quicker at making judgments. Take their quick ideas, and TWEAK THEM with your insights and make some AMAZING decisions with your life. How easy it is for us to get stuck in a loop of indecisive thought!
2. SHARE! Many of us deal with fears of sharing, but there is a world SCARCE of our insights that can really benefit from knowing what you know! Stop standing on the outside while you see others hurting themselves out of ignorance. You see what's wrong, and what could be better - you see what's working and needs to grow. Point it out, and encourage some positive changes in your world.
3. "Let others in"?? Perhaps. More so, LET YOURSELF OUT! Discover those connections with others you never thought was possible! FEEL LOVED for once in your life! It's not about waiting for meeting the "right" person - it's about putting out there who you really are, and gosh, someone will take notice, and show their appreciation for you - the TRUE you that you keep hidden inside!
4. CREATE! Let it out! It's running through you - you see and hear things different than others - turn it into art, poetry, music, dance, etc!! Even if you get stuck with a mundane job, life will be worthwhile when you set time aside into the creative arts. Blog away!
5. Journal. I have one SPECIAL journal, I call it my "Intuition Journal". You know all those thoughts you keep daydreaming about, that you don't want to let go of, and it keeps you very unproductive or disconnected from reality - put it down to paper or your word processor. Keep it under lock and key (or password encryption) so you'll feel free to type ANY thought without fear of judgment from any other human. You'll find this to be a very rewarding exercise as it makes the daydreams & running thoughts TANGIBLE. Now instead of it being something that crippled you from living your life, it can EMPOWER your life! All of a sudden, you have a RELEASE. You won't worry about forgetting that idea you were working on. You'll notice who and what triggers your emotions, and be able to see through the fog at a later date. Your mind will be more free to experience the here and now! You'll finally be able to focus you A.D.D. head, and be present with those around you.
I enjoy having my Intuition Journal as a computer file on my PDA, where I often found myself copying and pasting to e-mails and blogs - sharing my buried emotions and thoughts, for the first time. I may not have been able to say, "I love you"....but I can show you what you mean to me.
6. Where would I be without my friends? I don't have any INFP friends, that I know of....BUT HOW SPECIAL it is to have an ENFP friend!! =) Don't just be the ear - find a friend you feel comfortable TOTALLY opening up to, and that will grant you much sanity!
7. GET A JOB...yes, perhaps even interacting with fellow humans! Yes, I did grow and learn about myself a lot during a year I didn't work.....I have no regrets for that year, but now I'm working 52 hours every week to pay off the debts I racked up then. I have a philosophy where I believe I should be a well-rounded individual, with many kinds of experiences. I've gotten jobs that I knew DIDN'T fit my personality (child-care worker, door-to-door salesman, telemarketer, etc) BUT I'm glad I've had these jobs as they made me a balanced person and a better worker. BUT, do your best to SETTLE into a job that FITS YOU (thus the book, 
). For an INFP, that's a job that provides structure to keep us from wandering or obsessing, yet freedom to do things CREATIVELY, our own way....lest you hate every hour you're clocked in...one third of your adult life!
8. Get Blown away! Let yourself fall in love, get heart broken, take risks, get scared, and share that big heart hidden inside of you with the cold scarey world around you. Go to an INTENSIVE seminar like 
and be challenged to live out those HUGE dreams! And never forget the Dream Giver, the one who made you you. He has a plan for your life. Don't waste it being selfish and upset that nobody understands you.
Love yourself. You were created by a loving Father who wants the best for you. You are a gift to those around you. Don't let that get to your head, but let it get to your heart.
*hugs*
~Andrew
(Originally written for fellow INFP'ers at Bloginality)
Currently Listening to: Station Wagon - Songs for Parents by Sara Groves
Currently Reading: other INFP's on bloginality
Currently Watching: The Cuteness Project!
Currently Feeling: accomplished
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