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Like a love without devotion, like a cloud without the rain; Like a heart without emotion, like a wound without the pain. Like a prayer without an answer, like a bird without a song; Like a hope without a future, like a night without the dawn. Without You, I am nothing; I am nothing without You; Only You can make something out of nothing; I am nothing without You. ~PAUL & RITA BALOCHE

August 18, 2004 , 08:56 PM

PumpkinSeed

sitting on the mall bench 2004-08-17, 2's day

heh heh

aww man - dang recruiters after me again!

This time Marines.

I'm sittin in Milcreek Mall tryin to build up the courage to make a phone call, and this dude comes up to me, and starts asking me all kindsa questions -

in business we call it "qualifying questions"

heh heh

I guess I qualified!

he started using the things I mentioned (my WHYpurpose) to plug it into how that could be achieved throught the marines.

eh - sorry - I like the disipline and personal development, & $, but the Marines aint my vehicle. I'll stick with PPL & Pathways for now.

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I'm @ Milcreak cuz I was drivin home on Rt 3 round 10am, and didn't feel like being parked on a highway anymore, so I pulled into the mall to park there - seems like less of a waste of time, and gas.

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So I was chillin @ WaldenBooks, and asked to see KurDt Cobain's Journals.

interesting stuff - quite a bit different than what I've seen on tabulas.

In the past I had debated wether I should ever look @ it.

spent maybe a half hour in the book. From what I readsaw, I didn't relate to him as much as I expected to. I would like to read more - get to know himunderstand him....feel. I'm sure I'd learn a LOT. (Just like I do when I read YOUR journal!)

I have dreams of performing and stuff - Pearl Jam's a huge role model for me, and they've taught me a lot. I imagine I could learn a lot more from Kurdt.

I got a lot from Paul Baloche when he came to NJ to host a Worship Leader workshop - that was super inspirational for me.

...What am I gonna do with it all?? Wait and see!

hmm

yeah.

hmm....
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I've been singing more. Still in private, but at least I'm doin it.

I've been playing the piano more.

about a year ago, I bought the 20' cables to jack the piano into the SoundBlaster Audigy Drive (which plugs into my P.C.).

Finally plugged em in like 2 weeks ago.

recorded some. some of me playin.

It's a start

like a week before that I recorded some singin when no-one wuz home.

nuthin great - but I gotta start somewhere - get it on!!!

If I record enough takes, eventually some will be get chosen to be shared with ya's
perhaps even mix some piano playin w. singin.

blah.

=)

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12:11pm - normally I'd be sleepin now - I got up early to go to a "B.N.I." event.

good stuff! Got to represent PPL's Identity Theft Shield to a buncha other business owners. The idea behind B.N.I. is to have small business owners network together to support each other's businesses. I highly recomend it to anyone serious in a referral-based business. I plan to do it more in the future.

blah blah blah.

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ok- I got stuff to do that I'm avoiding - I'll talk with ya lata!!

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)))shakes head(((

~LuvSeed

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Currently Listening to: crappy BeeGees or sumthin on the mall speakers
Currently Reading: KurDt Cobain - Journals
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