PumpkinSeed
8:54am
Hey there.
wow
what a week.
I too have much important things to do now...
but
yeah - I blog instead
I'll try to do this one by 9:15am
yeah - set a limit - good idea!
I'm sittin in Galaxy Cafe in NYC right now. yeah- I'm in the city! wohoo!
it aint Montral, but it'll do
someone I met @ the montreal station recomended this joint - I dig it! Great yummalicious healthful smoothie, and good service, etc
blah
yeah - back to the blah
hey- I need some kinda intro, right?
sigh
i dont want it to end
well...honestly - that's not really it.
I just dont wanna face my responsibilities.
My great week doesn't have to end.
I gotta make it live on
even if I'm back in Jerzey. It's up to me.
Theo - It was soo cool to see yer Dr. Wane Dyer quote - that's huge stuff if U really live by it. You got my support.
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heh heh - well - part of this week has PROVEN to me without a doubt, that I truely am one of the luckiest dudes in the world.
I may not have realized it till this week...but I've been lucky for quite a while
maybe "lucky" isn't the word.
...
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It's rediculous. It truely is rediculous.
and it's by people that mean the most to me. how freakin awesome is that?
<-----there's gotta be a way to make that emoticon bigger!............................... let's see...........................................
thank you.
sigh
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aight....well let'er rip!
These surveys are catchy!
gee, thanx Theo!
DESCRIBE / TELL
[three words that sum you up]: Loving, Respectful, Alive!!!
[jewelry worn daily]: I lost my gold "Andy" bracelet...if I find it, I'll wear it daily again; My Lady Of justice Pin; and My Light For The Lost Pin.....when I find it. Hope to soon have a Pathways Sponsor pin!
[wallet]: black leather Rolls tri-fold....$5 Canadian, $8 "American", trimmed discount cards, and trimmed library card, some of my biz cards, and a buncha other cards I wish I didn't need to have.
[coffee]: mostly quit it like a year and a half ago.....untill Last Saturday, with almost no sleep, and like a 12 hour day of Pathways, so I had an expresso.
...which by the end of the night, I was soooo wired from my experience, I didn't need any coffee after all![shoes]: heh heh - well lately I've been taking them off at any chance I can get. But Currently Black New Balance 501's
[cologne/perfume]: I still use the Addidas Hardy gave me. Thanx bro!
[clothing you have on]: grey heavy cotton "Florida Gators" T-Shirt Pastor Mario gave me for baby-sitting his Kitty when he went to florida in1996.
-MIXED QUESTIONS-
[wishing]: no more. I'm in LIVING mode now! Watch out!
[after this]: bathroom....then NJ.
[talking to]: hmm - yeah - gotta talk more. I sit @ the stool-counter to talk with people, but no one near me.
[eating]: s-l-o-w-l-y finishing up my Smoothie #12...with Bee Pollen.
[fetishes]: hey - who put that question here!?!? That's for my wife to discover!
[some favorite movies]: Perfect Srangers....well when I see it, I think it'll be
Transformers The Movie, eh - nothing's coming to mind. I liked the soundtrack to THE CHASE! 
crap - it's 9:15! Time's up!
back to life! (:
Luv You!
~Seed
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Fri, Aug 27th, 2:17am
@ FDU...in the lounge of one of the "Court" dorm buildings
[something you're looking forward to:] Loving someone face-to-face.... a few different someones - sharing what I love an appreciate about them.
[last thing you ate]: 3 pretzel stix. ...no wait - it was the 2nd half of my Seafood Subway 12"
[something you're afraid of]: heh heh - can U believe I just realized this like a week ago! I'm afraid of rejection! I labeled it "loss of love" for about a year...which is just one type of rejection.
[if you could have any animal as a pet]: a small dog....that doesn't need care, and can be smuggled to and from Canada.
[cities you wouldn't mind moving too]: I hear Montreal is good - didn't explore it yet. Ottawa was aight. ...oh yeah - San Francisco!!! +)
[some favorite foods]: Whatever it was I ate @ that Vietnameze restraunt in NYC was amazing. Hummus, Black Cherry & Almond
, Jeepers' mixed veggie pizzas, Ecclairs....well anything with good "boston cream" in it., my mystery stir-fry's, and anything served @ Hardy's place.[something -or someone- you wish you could understand better]: ME, YOU, Jesus, Ed Vedder, Kurdt (ouch)
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time]: heh heh - plenty o people!! Some I've never seen! Lori, Connie, Mici, Asia, Jessica Lyn, ((((((((RACHEL!!!!))))))), R.E.A.L.I.S.M., Kolleen, Sara McGready, what's her name, ((Linda)), Theo, etc, etc, etc....Heck, even HARDY!
-DO YOU-
[like candles]: Hazelnut scented
[like company]: I
Pre-Paid Legal Services, Inc.!!!..... oh - you mean to have company over? well...I like to be company [believe in soul mates]: ! ....hmmm.... well.....hmmmm.... I'll let you know when I marry mine
[believe in love at first sight]: sure. True love is unconditional...don't even need the first sight! ......now I know you meant "IN LOVE @ First sight?" now that's different.....umm.. hmmm.... dono - I know our intuition can point out people we'll conect with...and we can love in an instant......so it sounds possible. I know for the willing open heart, it doesn't take much for be IN LOVE, though I don't know about "first sight".
[believe in forgiveness]: +) yup yup!! Thank you Lord for forgiving me for being my filthy scumbag self, and still accepting me as your own!! +)
[want to get married]: yea - sounds like a good plan! +)
[want to have kids]: not of my own....but I've only begun to get that weird instinctual desire to pass down the family name. Where did that come from? I'm like fighting it - it doesn't make sence!....sorta. WEIRD Get this sence of oblivion of the Sahagian Name or sumthin.
[ever want to adopt kids]: I strongly wish to ONLY adopt, if we're to have any children.
-IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...-
[cried]: YES =') It feels so good to let it out!
[bought something]: woops - forgot to pay back Brenda for the Subway sandwich!!
[gotten sick]: no....but I got that churning cringe in my gut when I thought of someone for a few seconds
[sang]: heh heh - Every day, baby!
[eaten]: THANX, BRENDA!!!
[been kissed]: sigh
[wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: yes. (oh! btw, I love you)
[talked to an ex]: What ex?
[talked to someone you have a crush on]: I wouldn't call it a crush.
[had a serious talk]: yup!
[missed someone]: uh-huh! See above!
[hugged someone]: yuppers! =) a few someone's!
[argued with a parent(s)]: nope! It's pretty rare. Doesn't an "argument" require at least 2 parties participating? If so, it's been quite a while.
[dreamt about someone you can't be with]: heh heh... it's not that I "can't"...it's more that I "haven't".
-SOCIAL LIFE-
[best girl friend(s)]: Danielle, Cai, Linda, Annie, And I gotta put Gwetchie here - she's one of the "best" friends I have - as in - well we're not best friends, but she's one of the best people I know - and she's a friend, so that makes her a best friend, sorta
Honorable mention goes to Maggie - I see best friend potential [best guy friend(s)]: HARDY'z my BOY! Mike, "need I say more?", My Bro: Dan. Honorable Mention: Sir. Fernando - we sure get along well...wonder what would happen if we talked about something real???
[boyfriend/girlfriend]: not quite...
[hobbies]: Journaling (lyrix?), playin piano, singin, loving, benig a nomad across F.D.U., tapping beats to songs, taking naps across FDU, bussing to Canada, giving away food & money to paupers.
[pager/cell]: let my SmartBeep expire this year since gettin the Cell phone. Gimmie a ring! 201-679-1088 I can chat with U there since U don't email or message me!
[car you drive]: my dad's 3 cars....mostly the 1998 Buick Century - it's aight - I take it's luxuries for granted at times tho.
[would you rather be with friends or on a date]: on a date with a few friends..........................well perhaps not a "date date"
But I definately would like some "alone time" to talk things out & see what's real.[job]: heh heh - umm - oh yeah- I better get me that internship! .....woops!
[attend church]: yuppers! Usually Sun morn & Wed night. I do more than attend.
[like being around people]: hmm - yeah - I love to - I can be quite a leach at times. Though, I avoid being be arround people doing things I find annoying. Right now I'm working hard to force myself to stick nearby to people I admire - I've tended to avoid them in the past - feeln uncomfrtable arround them, but now I know that's exactly who I need to be near!
-PERSONAL-
[who is your role model]: Ed Vedder, Dan Sahagian, Rev. John Pra, John Busch, Jesus Christ
[pet peeves]: small wavy/curley hairs on bars of soap
[ever liked someone you can't be with]: heh heh - can't?? I can't say I can't because I never REALLY tried to be with them!....except last Tuesday - that was a first - I did all I could to be with someone, but it just wasn't meant to be.
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you]: in 8th grade - Sorry Patrick & Ramone!
[cried over the opposite sex]: yea - last Monday - it was great!
THANK YOU! [your favorite physical appearance]: of myself? My Long hair....oh wait...where'd it go?? - ok....my short hair
[are you happy with yourself]: on and off - depends on my current focus - I tend to love & accept me one moment, and then be super-critical of me a lot of the day, and get overwhelmed with all I've not done instead of all I've done!!
[what plans do you have for the future]: live the life of a nomad with a nice home; PPL Platinum Executive Director; Singer/Songwriter/Pianist/Producer; lover; donator to missions, WBAI, WFMU, Sharewareand other worthy things; voulenteer work; Pathways group Leader; caught up with my email, get in touch with all my "lost" friends, sleep, help support people with addictions, minister to youph.
[who do you really hate]: I don't.... well I did hate George W. Bush for a while.
[who's your most trustworthy family member]: I guess Dan - he's pretty good......no - Aunt Jeanette
oh -is that all?
freakin 3:59am - dozed off a few times while doing that.
I REALLY shouldn't have done this now.
I need a nap..........
the flourescent lights in here are soooo loud & penetrating!
Currently Listening to: Pearl Jam - Hail Hail
Currently Reading: This Book of Dreams Belongs to......
Currently Watching:
Currently Feeling: misplaced, loved, bold
Whadduya feelin?
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