PumpkinSeed
5:26am, 9:35am, 2:40pm
hmm...
I spent a lot of time re-reading my tabulas.
I coulda spent that time reading yours!
I spent a lot of time thinking what to say.
I coulda spent that time speaking from my heart.
I spent a lot of time watching you.
I coulda spent that time with you.
I spent a lot of time listening to music.
I coulda spent that time creating music.
I spent a lot of time journaling.
I coulda spent that time living.
I spent a lot of time listening.
I coulda spent that time sharing.
I spent a lot of my life dreaming.
I coulda been living my dreams.
I spent a lot of time pre-judging you.
I coulda spent that time trusting you.
I spend a lot of time singing to my car.
Can I spend that time singing to you?
I spent a lot of time schedueling.
I coulda spent that time doing.
I spent a LOT of time taking pleasure in the fake.
I coulda spent that time getting to know the real you.
I spent most my life comfortably numb.
I missed out on feeling.
I spent a lot of time admiring traits of my heros.
I now spend that time bringing those traits out in myself.
I spent a lot of time believing my faith.
I coulda spent that time trusting & obeying.
I spent a lot of time home...alone.
I coulda spent that time....well, ANYWHERE, and with ANYONE...doing ANYTHING...LIVING!!
I spent a lot of time thinking of, and missing you.
I coulda spent that time reaching out to you.
I spent a lot of time thinking no-one understands.
I coulda spent that time telling you who I am.
I spent a lot of my mind judging you...ruling you out...rejecting you.
I coulda used my heart to see you...the real you.
I spent a lot of time.
I coulda SAVED a lot of time.
I spent a lot of time.
I coulda GIVEN that time
I spent a lot of time.
I coulda USED that time
I spent a lot of time waiting for someone to guide me.
I coulda spent that time seeking out mentors.
I spent a lot of energy to stay in the shadows...keeping myself alone.
I coulda spent that time ...caring for you...supportnig you...encouraging you...loving you.
I spent a lot of time in fear and protection.
I now live for love and growth.
Any you can think of that I missed??
~LuvSeed
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hazie
I coulda spent that time....well, ANYWHERE, and with ANYONE...doing ANYTHING...LIVING!!
I spent a lot of time thinking of, and missing you.
I coulda spent that time reaching out to you.
....like that part...:)
well for me I can say that
I spent a lot of time believing that someones right for me
But I should have spent that time enyoying what we have rather than keep on looking....Because what's
RIGHT is really hard to find..
PumpkinSeed
can U clairfy tho....I wanna understand fully....
did U think someone U know is right for you, or that someone right for you exists?
And are u sayin it's hard to find the right person, or it's hard to identify the right qualities in the right person?
thanx
~Seed
hazie