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Like a love without devotion, like a cloud without the rain; Like a heart without emotion, like a wound without the pain. Like a prayer without an answer, like a bird without a song; Like a hope without a future, like a night without the dawn. Without You, I am nothing; I am nothing without You; Only You can make something out of nothing; I am nothing without You. ~PAUL & RITA BALOCHE

September 21, 2004 , 11:24 PM

PumpkinSeed

2's day 2004-09-21, 2'sday
5:09pm

2day I woke
2day I ate
2day I did 4 squirts of cologne!!!
2day I got out!

2day I walked
2day I sang
2day I touched the stitch in my mouth for the first time with my tongue. ouch!
2day I jogged
2day I ran
2day I sang!

2day I remembered who I am, and what my purpose is.
2day I thought....a lot. (what's new?)
2day I re-read and felt...again sigh

2day I ate a lil more.
2day I admired God's gifts in nature...and thought as a child again.
2day I smiled as I leaned against the sign-post, looking at the people drive by, as I broke apart a dry branch into little pieces.
2day I tried throwing an acorn under the wheels of a moving car.
2day I thought of when you were happy...how I long for that day to come again...for that day to never end...to make both him & I proud.
2day I wanted to make those who love me happy.
2day I decided to be happy....enjoy life.

2day I .....crap!! I had to come home.

2day I relased some tension...and I weaped inside for you.
2day I prayed.

2day I prayed
2day I prayed yet again...yer my inspiration.

2day I accepted me. I accepted HIS gifts. I accepted you. I accepted what HE has for us.

2day I decided, once again, to let go.

2day I live in peace.
2day I wrote, and posted my Tabulas entry I had been waiting 46 hours, and 34 minutes to post.

2day I loved me.
2day I decided to find out a little more what it means to love HIM.
2day I loved you. (no surprise there, right?)

2day I downloaded a few mp3's
2day....

2day I deleted some mp3's from my Psion....and replaced them. I can't be listening to those anytime soon. They might just stir up some old dreams.
2day I had the house to myself for a time....a time to blast some music.

2day I head-banged, and "drummed" for the first time since my wisdom tooph was pulled

2day I DANCED. I DANCED HARD! I DANCED WELL, to "Neuroticfish - True Faith (philip steir re-order mix).mp3"
2day I slowed my dance as I looked into the mirror...
2day I slowed my dance as I wondered if I was just covering up my grief.
2day I DANCED. I DANCED HARD! I DANCED WELL!!!

2day I slam danced to "WFDQ Rock Show - Waking - True Faith.mp3"
2day I jammed on the piano to "Waking - The Maze - 03 - True Faith.mp3"

2day I enjoyed the music of another soul....Benjamin Gideon!

2day I finall made my appointment to get that stitch out!
2day I finally called back my friend, to get her the info I promised.

2day I take a shower & shave....it's nearly time for our PPL Meeting!
2day I prepare for a long night!

Currently Listening to: Unashamed Love.mp3
Currently Reading: I got these 2 nice posters, you should see!!
Currently Watching:
Currently Feeling: tacky...showa time!
Whadduya feelin?