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Like a love without devotion, like a cloud without the rain; Like a heart without emotion, like a wound without the pain. Like a prayer without an answer, like a bird without a song; Like a hope without a future, like a night without the dawn. Without You, I am nothing; I am nothing without You; Only You can make something out of nothing; I am nothing without You. ~PAUL & RITA BALOCHE

November 10, 2004 , 02:17 AM

PumpkinSeed

sloppy tears ever just cry...like

dang what is it?

just thinking of what was missed....

not so much that "I missed out"....but..... i guess just standing on the outside.....knowing I was on the inside, and didn't sieze it.

perhaps I'm being too short sighted - like it's "the end".....but it doesn't have to be, right?

good grief - I BLOW things up in my head.

.....just wanting to be with someone.....not because I'm lonely....but that it just seems that's the way it's supposed to be, right?

everything in me for so long said so. And I've seen it probably hundreds of times....in my head. There's a reason for that, right?
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I grieve

I grieve...to not be in her life.

I can't explaine it
dont have to
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I mourn because....of the lack of connection
the missed fun
the missed growth

I mourn as if it were the end.

how foolish.
but it feels that way.

I know better

but for now...i need a few tears.

I'm here to be your friend....but I just dont know how to do it, so forgive me if I screw up.

I respect you, I do.

:')

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