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Like a love without devotion, like a cloud without the rain; Like a heart without emotion, like a wound without the pain. Like a prayer without an answer, like a bird without a song; Like a hope without a future, like a night without the dawn. Without You, I am nothing; I am nothing without You; Only You can make something out of nothing; I am nothing without You. ~PAUL & RITA BALOCHE

November 10, 2004 , 03:01 AM

PumpkinSeed

so that's why it's nice to have a bedroom with a stereo & bed ...to lie on the bed as the song repeats, and let the pillow soak up the tears...in privacy, so I can let it out.

:')

it's so nice to be able to blog from bed. heh heh

ahh - good day to ya'll!

perhaps someday I'll let someone see me cry, but for now Tabulas is the closest I've come.

perhaps someday I'll be able to let someone comfort me too! how about that concept!

interesting the stuff we can keep inside of ourselves....not knowing it's even there till we let it out.

I guess I'll be bloging more since I have a bed?

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I'm doing good. Thanx for asking. Perhaps later I'll fully mourn ovre Flashy's passing.

clear out the grief so I can get back on with living my life....being in the moment.....taking action again.

Dang - already 4:52am! I seriously gotta start waking up before 10am again. That was good when I was doing that in August & September. Got a good start to my days.

oh - by the way - remember that place I was a waiter at? well - that one day I Worked there...that was the only day. Scheduel conflicts, bad management, and my lack of discipline kept me from workingin again. Now it looks like the joint is outta business. I gotta get workin @ a place that I can work like 10am-6pm, weekdays. That should get me set on track in life, eh??

I've been doing more transcription work lately, but not being "on the clock" means I still screw arround too much.

=)

my life is good. see you in it later!

nite nite!

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Currently Feeling: better...again ;p
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