PumpkinSeed
when the tears flow
when no one sees, feels, or understands
never forget
you have a friend
who still longs to be that face to run to
that shoulder to cry on.
that ear to listen
those eyes to comfort.
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I feel I haven't been there
I haven't acknowledged all you have shared.
Konw I still see.
I long to be your friend at all times
"...endureth all things..."
not just the rough moments...
and no way on earth, just in the enjoyable moments
I want to be there for both.
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and when it seems I'm not there....
...I just may be there....quietly...
quietly Waiting. Praying. Missing. Living.
perhaps thinking it's best for you that I stay quiet.
perhaps afraid to speak... not knowing the perfect thing to say
unable to hug the way i wanna.
and sometimes...yeah - I'm still a guy.
sometimes I won't get it - I wont be there
I may even say something hurtful - I'm still a guy.
tell it to me straight. I'm cluelss too.
when it looks like I don't want to know - when I dont wanna hear it - when It looks like I dont care anymore
let me know that's what you see in me.....can you do that?
let me know in plain words to REMIND me where yer at.
remind me ....how I FORGOT that I wanna be there with you.
yeah - I'll forget. I wanna lie, and say "I'll always be by yer side"
can U remind me?
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and when I'm gone
when I'm stubborn
when I'm blind
remember always
I'm just a man.
Sometimes I've done my best
sometimes... I'll be a real screw up.
I'm one of those freakin men.
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so when I'm lost
and my walls are up
or I can't be found
can you still love me the same?
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and can you do me a favour?
can you go to your Father
and pray for me
that I may be humble....and feeling again?
that I may be loving, and respecting again.
I'd appreciate it.
and you know what.
stay there with Him for a while.
He'll give you what I can't.
He wants to all the time.... not just when I'm M.I.A.
and when yer there....
teach me a thing or two that ya learned with Him.
I'm sure I could use it.
I want to be perfect for you.
dang.
I want to be
yer perfect friend.
I love you.
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