PumpkinSeed
I lie in bed...
...the few tears begining to dry...
...my mind racing (as usual)
...listening to Erasure....”wear no disguise for me, Come into the open”....”Always, I wanna be with you, and make belive with you and live in harmony harmony, Oh giliw!"...."Hold on to the night, There will be no shame"
and I blurt out,
“Oh God!
”...and I IMAGINE a soft reply.......
“Peace be with you...”
...........oh yeah - that’s what He wants for me........
“Just hand her over
live for me
trust me
and I’ll take care of you
I’ll take care of your giliw
I heard yer voice
I’ve heard your cries
trust me
I love you too.
I have been there
I feel what you feel every moment
for all my children I love more than you can imagine....how they turn from me.
you know how much you want her...
that’s just a fraction of how much I want you.
but I can give you the desires of your heart....
...as you trust me.
you are mine, child. And I just wait for you to let me take care of you....
...even carry you.
I’ve died for you, what else can I do to prove to you I’ll do anything for you.
ask me....but trust me.
I love you. I’ve been waiting so long for you to accept my love.
I will wait for you to trust me.
I am proud of you, son.
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now go on. Get up. Do what I have asked of you. I’ll take care of the rest.
trust me.
hugz??
Andrew.... I love you, and I miss you.
Currently Listening to: Erasure Always; Mark Schultz - I Have Been There
Currently Reading: Intuition.pwd
Currently Watching:
Currently Feeling: time to sieze the noon!!!
Whadduya feelin?
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