PumpkinSeed
I see a life.
I see a life held back from being
a life screwed over time and again
a life that once trusted....blieved...dreamed.
I see a life.
I see a life that once trusted in people...
a life as foolish as my own these days.
I see a life.
I see a life that brimmed with experiences beyond my imagination,
- beyond my comprehension - beyond...me.
a life that is worn.
a life that is dissapointed.
I see a life.
I see a life that was lived
- a life of giving...giving more than you could have possibly known at the time.
a life that gave of itself
a life that gave up it's life....piece by piece.
I see a life...fighting...to live.
I see a life.
I see a life wondering...what else is there?
a life that belives there is nothing more...
nothing more worth fighting for
a life that has given up time and again......but...
I see a life.
I see a life that in spite of everything...still has a spark of hope.
a life that chooses to live...but not for itself,
for of itself there is nothing left.
a life full of pure love...for others
knowing the life of others can be better.
a selfless life making a positive difference...refusing to bring others down.
I see a life.
I see a life a life who can fool the best of them....who can fool even me.
I love this life....this soul.
But I am no love fool.
I see a life.
I see a life who DOES love themself....but
the self love waivers
and when a life can't believe it's loveable
all other love is impenetrable.
I know this well.
I love you.
I....no one can take away your sadness.
but I am your friend.
and true friends stick together no matter____.
I love you.
I wish I could have loved your missing pieces.
but that may be too late.
but I see a life.
a life I adore....a life I will cherish even if only there were one piece remaining.
a life that I mourn for every piece I discover missing.
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...but I've heard of a great physician.
He works wonders...
I've seen His work all my life.
I never understood Him.
I've heard stories - I've met his patients.
They all say the same thing.
He works for free...
well....He needs two things: That we trust Him, and follow what He prescribes. (is that any different from any other physician?)
I've actually had a few consultations with Him myself....but I didn't make the best of them.
For some reason, I have trouble with those 2 things.
But I did trust Him a little....and I'm amazed at the results.
I've shown him my wounds...my scars...my missing pieces....how f'd up I really am....
and I'm healing now. I'm growing too....even growing back my mising pieces.
He makes all things anew...
that's His specialty - I know it well.
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Perhaps yer right - yer not in disguise...I'm just waiting for you to grow yer missing pieces back.
We both can be made whole again.
I love you.
Currently Listening to: Led Zeppelin - Houses of the Holy - D'yer Mak'er
Currently Reading: Revelation 21:5
Currently Watching:
Currently Feeling: like a true friend...hurt
Whadduya feelin?
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