PumpkinSeed
So close to paradise, but closer than I should be
It's like I'm along for the ride, it happened unexpectedly
Promised myself that I would be able to love another
But you make me feel something, my mind's always on you
I was standing in the rain (I thought about you)
I was riding in my car (I thought about you)
Feeling high like I seem to do
Every time I think about you
Saw two lovers start to kiss (I thought about you)
Had to hold back the tears (I thought about you)
Other girls no more exist
All because I think about you
Nothing seems to help, I don't even know myself
I'm trying not to think of you, but a heart does what it wants to do
Pull you up, see you smile and I must admit I get
So emotional, I think I'm falling for you
Bought a CD for my room (I thought about you)
Heard Alicia sing a tune (I thought about you)
It sends my rocket to the moon
Every time I think about you
Right from this heart of mine (I thought about you)
I wanted you every time (I thought about you)
What I feel is so divine
And it's all because I think about you
But I'm constantly reminded
Reminded that you're only someone who I'd like to know
You don't know me, you're my private fantasy
You're with me, constantly in my mind
Had a lovely day today (I thought about you)
Wasn't hard to get through (I thought about you)
Seems to happen easily
Every time I think about you
Took a walk with myself (I thought about you)
Wish it could've been with you (I thought about you)
But just one star in the sky came out for me
And it's all because I think about you
Woke to hear this song on the radio.... I guess I'm not the only one, eh? It's "Think About You " by Luther Vandross. All but 5 lines ring true for this seed. (I fixed them in italics)
yeah - I'm moving on.....enojying the love in my heart at the same time.
trying to spend one day without journaling in my intuition journal or dream journal - the idea is to be more in the real world
and I have some special things happen in my dream, and I have a lot of ideas, insights, and thoughts that I don't want to forget today....but I don't type them out like I normally do every single friggin day.
listening to some gay music on a CD that brings back some special memories....almost wanting to cry happy tears, but my brother kept interrupting me from my zone. I keep myself so isolated. I like to be isolated to think...to feel...to wish I had a friend with me. Yes - I want a friend to drag into my isolation. weird? I think back to....my tabbys from round September when I was in my lonely zone.
took a jog in the blistering cold.....then ran to my car
spent over an hour on WebDate.com ....browsing through the personals.....thinking how amazing it is that almost none spark any interst in me at all beyond their pic......realizing that's a good thing because after all, I only want one.
I think I'm wasting my time on those sites....I got more important things to do than spend hours lookin at people that aren't in my life....oh wait - that's all I know how to do! Maybe I need to try something different, eh? Wudya say??
felt good this morning & afternoon....really good....I was hopeful to make the most of the day.....I had a good start - nice and early...even saw some sunshine again!
.............but here i am again....on my bed...typing.I'm going out tonight....gotta get outta here........
alone.
yay.
Currently Listening to: KISS FM
Currently Reading: This week's goals!:alice:
Currently Watching: one day go by without journaling:zipit:
Currently Feeling: good morning
Whadduya feelin?
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