PumpkinSeed
"....You have a gift of feeling something true that yer not saying.....what happens is we got a kind of backed up energy under our fears.......If you look at...actual artists's lives ....often their greatest art comes from place of tremendous suffering, but it's offered as a gift to others, and so it opens our heart as love. There's a key in that: That if you are able to take what causes you the most suffering,...'your greatest fear'......, and you are willing to embody the action that is your greatest fear, and you will discover.....that something will start coming through you that people will go '......WOW!'
.......being willing to be in the place where you are most are afraid to be, which once you are, you're not afraid anymore, but it'll come back in a second.....you've just contributed to the depth of our art...."
~David Deida
it goes along with what T. Harv Ecker was teaching about fears @ his MMI Seminar last month in NYC...I'll share a bit of my notes:
E MOTIONS
=
Energy in MOTION
We need to let it in & out, otherwise, it's like holding yer breath - it feelz like yer stuck!
It's okay to let it out - so U can return to normal.
BREATH IN & OUT - Get unstuck- Use yer whole body!
do it for yerslf, ...
do it for the ones U love.
the way to clear emo's is to master them coming in & out
GET IN TOUCH WITH THEM, and EXPREIENCE THEM - you dislodge them from getting stuck inside
LIKE BREATHING IN AND OUT!!!!!!!!!
just like babies do
......but I guess the best time and place to un-stick them isn't during time alone, but as ACTIONS we FEAR THE MOST to do!?
hmmm....
what am I afraid to do?
what am I afriad to say?
who am I afraid to meet?
what song am I afriad to play?
what art am I afraid to create?
what sounds am I afraid to sing?
when I do those things....
....when I do those things......"WOW!"
wonder what it feels like to be fully un-stuck?
Currently Listening to: Deida CD Side B
Currently Reading: MMI Notez
Currently Watching: me get up from bed
Currently Feeling: Bueno Dias
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Autumn_Star
PumpkinSeed
been a while since I let it out...I mean REALLY let it out.
It's amazing how much emo-energy I keep in me.
:')
Salamat, dear. Amishu.
Salamat.
hazie
PumpkinSeed
Supah! Supah!
USTARIFIC! :P :bloopie: :P
I took so many notes on minipute, I can publish them as a book!
wish U could make it out to one! Let me know if U ever are gonna visit North America - I might be able to hook you up!
nice hat! Really like it!
hazie
PumpkinSeed
hmmm....I dono if I should write about "the speach" on tabby, yet.....maybe I'll wait till I get to the next big step on this adventure.
heh heh
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:bloopie:USTA!:bloopie:</b>
but definately, thank you for yer encouragement and support!!!
<b>((((((Hazel))))))</b>
remedy
I like this post, it makes me think XD *gives you three hugs*
PumpkinSeed
"disrecpted" = "disrespected"
PumpkinSeed
I relate to all of that stuff U said there, regarding the things I've recorded on the piano. NONE of the songs I've shared were intended to be heard WHEN I played them. They were my secret...but after listening to their beauty, I felt I just couldn't keep my secret hidden....so I shared them...but I don't want to tell anyone what they're really about....and with each song, I've hesitated before sharing them becuse I was afraid someone would figure out the secret, and I or someone else may feel embarrased or disrecpted.
oh well :P
look out! more to come!
PumpkinSeed
thanx dear, - I needed that =)
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I was hoping you'd read this entry...glad U did.
did you catch that 1st sentence, "....You have a gift of feeling something true that yer not saying..."?
That was said to a dude afraid to speak honestly w. his wife. I sooo related to that, because of how I say so little in the "real world". The truths I know to express can't be held in much longer.
Just like the truths you express in yer art, that may not be spoken or even felt! But now they're expressed, and recieved by an audience...some who are really listening!