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Like a love without devotion, like a cloud without the rain; Like a heart without emotion, like a wound without the pain. Like a prayer without an answer, like a bird without a song; Like a hope without a future, like a night without the dawn. Without You, I am nothing; I am nothing without You; Only You can make something out of nothing; I am nothing without You. ~PAUL & RITA BALOCHE

March 8, 2005 , 06:50 PM Ang pag-ibig, inside the outside

PumpkinSeed

STILL.... STILL....

Still I freeze.

At just the thought of meeting you one-on-one with no-where to go.

Have I ever been a true friend to you? Lord knows I've tried.

Still my mouth is seered shut.

Still the cringe comes into my gut.

Still I want to cry out.....but instead I cry in.

...and you're not even here.

I still love you.

I still respect you.

why am I so dramatic in my head?

Still I wish just the best for you.

I don't even like you much anymore....that way

I don't long for your touch.

.....just wish....

we could be friends again....real friends this time.

if you walked in right now....could I say anything beyond small talk?

sigh

I love you.

....STILL

Currently Listening to: Pearl Jam - Vitalogy - Not For You
Currently Reading: The Equinox Vol XVII, Issue VIII
Currently Watching: Nancy Hennessy talk on Inclusion Classes & Co-Teaching
Currently Feeling: seared shut
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greek_god

Comment posted on March 8th, 2005 at 07:02 PM

there is always one thing that we sometimes get crazy... its love...unexplainable indeed..but i like you said i love you...i still respect you...cant hardly hear it anymore these days..

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PumpkinSeed

Comment posted on March 8th, 2005 at 10:03 PM

no respect = no love

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