PumpkinSeed
"Unsuspecting Friend"
You are always in my heart
and I can't get you out (not that I'd want to get you out)
I don't care that you're married
'cause you're still my friend
I love you past the end.
You're always in my heart
You're always in my heart!
Never let you go
I wanted you to know
Don't be afraid
I'm not here to hurt
I've wanted you by my side
I've learned to let that go
now I'm still here
Don't be afraid
like I am
I don't want to grow cold,
even though I'm in society.
I don't want my heart to go
to it's old state of stone.
My stone breaker is gone,
but still I must stand strong
strong enougth to be weak
and vounerable,
at my core.
'cause only times of hapiness and peace
have come in my life
when I've been at my core
You were my ticket
to my inside out
and now I must live there a way
without you
At least I got the memories
I know what it's like
At least I got my mind
and some partial sanity
No, I won't leave it alone
I can't leave it alone
I can't leave myself
locked inside again
I've been let out.
I don't have you.
Just gotta live
that way all the time
I know I might get hurt.
I know it might be hard.
I know I might get left out.
I know I might get scarred.
I know I can't do it alone
But that's why you're inside me,
to guide me.
You've shown me that what's inside is real
and I'm okay
and I'm acceptable
even when I'm this wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
You helped me find myself
You found my way out.
You helped me when alone
It wasn't so hard with you there.
Felt life
from the inside
'written' orally while playin a Steel Geetar on the synth
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"Never Look Back"
I hope he holds you close.
I hope he holds you tight.
I hope he gives you that comfort
you found in me at night
He's more real to you than I could ever be
I don't want you ever
to seek again what you found in me, in me.
Let him be the one
to hold you forever.
Show him you're the one
who'll be there forever.
I pray he loves you more than I ever did.
I pray he finds you,
all that you've ever hid.
Never let go.
Hold on forever.
Never look back
'cuz you know I'll be there
I don't want you to see me.
Just keep flying by.
You need to be there
for the apples of your eye.
Never look back
'cuz you know I'll be there.
Hold them close.
They're waiting for you.
Give yourself,
all of you.
Never look back
'cuz you know I'll be there
Living my life without you
Never look back
'cuz you know I'll be there
Living my life with you on the inside
where I guess you belong
where your love
resides eternal,
holding me strong
Salamat, dear friend
Never look back
But always look up
for ang paig-ibig
Look up, dear friend
For that strength to go on
'written' orally while sitting quietly @ the synth, eyes shut
2005-08-31
Currently Listening to: Pumpkin Seed - 2005-08-31 - Synth Session 1
Currently Reading: MySpace
Currently Watching: in disbelief
Currently Feeling: better......exposed
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greek_god
PumpkinSeed
we have no clue
we have no clue.
=)
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nicely written.:)
PumpkinSeed
greek_god
PumpkinSeed
thanks for sharing that. that means a lot to me, coming from <b>you</b>, the ever-poetic of all people!
I never 'wrote' poems...er..<i>lyrics</i> in this method before.
just slowly sang & spoke the unspoken while the computer was recording......later to be transcribed....perhaps even transposed!?
Thank you.
greek_god
PumpkinSeed
I just hope it's a genuine relationship she has w. Mr. Holy Spirit, cuz when it comes to HIM, a lot of people have a lot of ideas of what he's about, and how/when He works, and it really can be sad.
I don't know exactly what influence He has in my life and my words, but I know He's with me and directing my life in ways I'm just begining to discover.
=)
I'm very careful to credit what is from Him, as I take it very seriously not to make assumptions, especially in that regard. But I know he's working all things for Good in my life! =)