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August 21, 2006 , 09:54 PM Living life :)
PumpkinSeed
I have the envy of all cubicles...
(yes, that's a "foot pedal" for my head!)
...but I don't recall reading, "Human Pacifier" as one of my job descriptions...
...but my co-workers can't be beat...
...and occasionally family stops by...
...Isn't he friggin adorable? His name is Samuel Anthony Natal-Disney. I'm sorta his uncle...
I Call him "Sammy Juice"!
¡VIDA!
¡Glora a Dios!
Currently Listening to: Paul Baloche - most of his albums
Currently Reading: S.E.C. Vs. Lucent Technologies
Currently Watching: the cutsey-wootsie
Currently Feeling: pleasantly busy =)
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July 18, 2006 , 04:38 PM favorite Living life :)
PumpkinSeed
I love you.
I accept you.
...even though I don't fully understand you.
I am honored to be your friend. Every time we talk I have a smile on the outside and on the inside.
I know what it is to worry about friends accepting me.
I know what it is to feel inferior and retreat from talking about myself.
I know what it is to need alone time.....LOTS of it.
I know what it is to feel my friends don't really care about me, or at least not the real me.
I also know how precious it is to know there are a few friends who are REALLY there for me...........in the rare instance I reach out to them.
I've also learned that just because they don't keep in touch doesn't mean I'm insignificant to them. It means they're human, and get swamped, and distracted with life, and immediate relationships.
Sometimes my friends don't keep in touch with me because they think I don't value them, and they would be a nuisance to me.
I am human. I am not the perfect friend (or relative). I let anxieties, shame, business, distractions, fear, accountability, thoughts of inferiority, and weariness keep me from reaching out..........but I still care for and love my friends. Like any long term relationship, it takes discipline to keep it growing close.
I also have learned that there are some people not to be trusted with important things (like my heart)....but still I will trust them with little things that they may have the opportunity to grow into a habit of responsibility.....that someday I'll see someone I can trust fully again.
I'm not really sure what you're all worked up about, _____. And frankly, it's you, not me. But remember, I'm just like you on the inside, in many ways. I thank God for YOU and my other friends....even those I'm scared to call.
But I thank God, and depend the most on my friends who DO reach out to me, and those who are Christ-centered. They are my strength, and sustenance.
I see you putting yourself down as an excuse to not open up. That hurts me, and that's not how God sees you, or wants you to think of yourself.
I TRUELY APPRECIATE the e-mail you sent me. It touched me with GREAT APPRECIATION and ADMIRATION for you. You truly have a tender heart. I think that's more admirable than all the confidence in the world. But still, I wait for the day you possess both.
You have so many great qualities, but you think it's a sin to admit them. Let the work God has begun in you SHINE to His Glory. May you develop them with practice and prayer to His completion in you. Don't be ashamed of the greatness that is in you.
You asked for forgiveness. Forgiveness granted! =)
I forgive you for not being a perfect friend or staying fully open. There's NO WAY I can hold that against you. I'm pretty darn good at it myself!!!! But truth is you don't have to be very open with me - in fact some argue that male and female friends shouldn't be too open with each other, lest it lead them to sin.
But honestly I see no other offence. I know you enough to know you have no malice towards me. =)
You give mention of repentance.
Very well......I guess that means you'll keep in touch more?
So will I be seeing you this November???
...or will you be attending in Chicago or Ottawa? this August, September, or October??
Accept who you are.
Accept your personality type.
Accept your needs.
Accept your feelings.
Accept your confusion.
Accept your fears.
Accept your temptations.
Accept your beauty.
Accept your imperfections.
Accept your greatness.
Accept your desires.
Accept your weaknesses.
Accept your strengths.
Accept your loveliness.
Accept your ministry.
Accept your responsibilities.
Accept your sexuality.
Accept that no good can come from YOU. Your soul is naturally wicked and can produce only evil.
Accept that there IS good IN you....it is the new creation/new nature God is working in you, Gloria A Dios!
Accept that God's goodness & love is in you to be LIVED OUT LOUD for his Glory.
Accept the fact that your steps are ordered by God....whom shall you CHOOSE to fear?
Accept your uniqueness.
Accept that you're just like everyone else.
Accept that you're worthy of a partner.
Accept that you'll NEVER feel ready
Accept that you're loved.
Accept that you're hated.
Accept that you're perception of yourself is biased against yourself.
Accept that your friends care for you, and will give you strength as you open up.
Accept that you have NO OBLIGATION to share anything with your friends. God is your ultimate confidant.
Accept that you're MISSED.
Accept that others are not better than you, no matter how much you FEEL less than them. That isn't reality.
Realize other's judgments and opinions of you are meaningless unless YOU give those very opinions meaning or weight.
Seek, Accept, and GIVE WEIGHT to God's opinions and judgments.....and GRACE and LOVE and CALLING for you.
Once you accept these things you'll be in touch with REALITY. You'll know where you need support, and where you can support others. You'll recognize where Satan WILL attack you, and be aware enough not to be ignorant and FALL AGAIN in that area of weaknesses. You'll see where you've been following God's path for you and where Satan's lies have convinced you that you're not a child or warrior of The King. You'll see where you've been holding yourself back in life for no good reason except your own biased opinions of yourself.
You want repentance?? What is repentance? At it's root, it's a discipline and redirection of your heart and thoughts.
All I could ever ask of you is to discipline your thoughts about yourself.....bring them to the reality God sees....not your self-perceptions.
I feel I can speak to you in this manner, in this detail, because I'm just like you.
I love you.
I miss you.
I'm here for you...........but I bet I'm not the only one who's waiting for a call.
See you November??? =)
~Andy
PS. If you got some quiet time, check out some sermons & teachings at my website:
Currently Listening to: My heart begin to pat again
Currently Reading: Juno Sent Folder
Currently Watching: for job offers
Currently Feeling: important
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January 31, 2006 , 06:06 PM Living life :)
PumpkinSeed
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Hello. I am currently working part-time with the YMCA, but my aptitude, skills and passion are in Music and other digital media. I'm open for a lot of different types of jobs, but what I'm really looking for is to excel in Digital Media editing and production. This could include Audio, Video, Web Content, Text, etc.
Wether it be producing, tweaking, cleaning up, converting, archiving, publishing, recording, proofing, broadcasting, duplicating, etc. Even if I don't know it, I'll learn it and get it done right!
Some of my other skills and experience are as a PC Repair Technician, and Audio/Video Technician. (Sound Engineering)
The icing on the cake for me would be if my work somehow truly benefited society or a ministry =)
Let's put my gifts to good use full-time! =)
Here's my resume in a PDF or view the HTML version below.
~Andrew
PumpkinSeed.tk
Andrew Jacob Sahagian
North Arlington, NJ
(201) 654-1729 – Mobile
(888) 309-3962 – Voicemail & Fax
PumpkinSeed@Juno.com
Work Experience:
September 2005-Present: Meadowlands YMCA, North Arlington, NJ / Meadowlands Avenue School, Maywood, NJ
Group Leader: Manage children in a group environment.
August 2005-Present: A & M Merchandising, North Arlington, NJ (Authorized Kirby Distributor)
Canvassing, Trainings, Calling Leads, Booking Appointments, Demonstrating & Closing Sales
April 2003-Present: Pre-Paid Legal Services Inc.
Manager Level Independent Associate / Small Business Owner
Marketing Identity Theft & Legal Plans, Recruiting, Presentations, Account Servicing, Receiving & Giving ongoing trainings.
June 2004-August 2005: Phoenix Language Services, Rutherford, NJ
Perform transcriptions from audio & video recordings, document & media conversions, OCR, etc.
November 2003-Present: Cornerstone Church - Assembly of God, Carlstadt, NJ.
Assistant Youth Leader, Live sound engineer, Computer Builder & Technician, A/V Engineer, Vacation Bible School assistant,
Administer Devotionals, and activities, Contribute in plays, skits, snow removals, cleanings, yard work, etc.
February 1995-Present: Computer Technician & Consultant
Perform installations, upgrades, repair, maintenance, etc.
Administer consulting and tutoring on site, over the phone and via the internet, & house calls.
November 2004-Present: Christian Concert Ministries, Inc
Usher: Facilitate seating for concert goers, and break down A/V equipment after the show.
September 2004: The Grand Family, North Arlington, NJ.
Waiter: Prepared Tables and Served Meals.
September 1999-May 2004: WFDQ Radio, Fairleigh Dickinson University, Teaneck, NJ
Executive Board Member: Music Director: Maintain contacts with record labels, and recording artists regarding promotions, organize inventory, and screen new music.
Computer Technician: Build & Maintain computers for broadcasting, recording engineering and online streaming.
Assistant Engineer: Setup, maintain, purchase, and train others on broadcast equipment.
Disk Jockey: Control soundboard, play recordings, take calls, present announcements & opinions, host live events.
Promotions Team Member: Represent WFDQ to student body at events & promotion campaigns.
June 2000-June 2004: Stop & Shop Supermarket Company, Lyndhurst, NJ
Night Crew: Frozen Clerk, Dairy Clerk, Grocery Clerk
Responsible for ordering, reclamating, stocking, organizing, & maintaining merchandise.
May 1987-October1997: Calvary Assembly of God (Note: Name changed to Hope Center), Jersey City, NJ.
Percussionist, Live Sound Engineer, Children's Choir Member, Vacation Bible School assistant. Contributed in plays, skits, snow removals, cleanings, yard work, etc.
January 2001-September 2001: Primerica Financial Services
Personal Financial Analyst: Completed the Life/Health Insurance Fundamentals Education course.
July 1999,June 2005: Pilgrim Camp, Brant Lake, NY.
Dish Washer: Performed dish washing, dessert preparation, and kitchen cleanup duties.
Roofer: Replaced tar roof, Propane Torch operator.
Education:
September1999-May 2004: Fairleigh Dickinson University, Teaneck, NJ
Psychology Major
Broad education including Professional Skills in Hospitality, Educational Psychology, Victimology, Pharmacology, World Music, U.S. Foreign Policy, and Middle East Politics.
Gained skills in Business Management & Leadership, Public Speaking, Excel, Access, Illustrator, and Internet Researching. Toured four country clubs, & hosted the Hotel Society Alumni Dinner.
Member of: Hotel Society; WFDQ Radio; FDU Christian Fellowship; Experimental Theater; Explorer Post 979; and Commuter Council.
June 2003-Present: Pathways to a Better World Foundation, Chicago, IL; Newark, NJ.
Completed the Basic, Advanced and Leadership Successful Living Seminars.
Acquired personal growth, leadership skills, and a support network.
February 2001-September 2001: JLS Media Group, Inc., Synergy Recording Studio, Little Falls, NJ
& Recording Connection division of Career Connections
Professional Audio Engineering Apprentice & Assistant.
September 1989-November 1991: Carole Hayes Studio, Jersey City, NJ
Studied Piano.
Other Skills & Interests:
Proficient with x86 computer systems: Windows 3.1/95/98/98SE/XP Pro/CE .Net 4.20, MS DOS 6.2/7.0, MAC OS 6/7, Illustrator, Microsoft Office, Internet Researching, Image Editing, Audio Editing, Desktop Publishing, HTML, O.C.R., QBASIC, Newsgroups & E-Mail. Type >40 wpm.
Experience in Blueprinting
Have a passion for all aspects of music, musical instruments, and music production.
Compose and Record Songs.
Keep a Web Log, Dream Journal, Diary & Intuition Journal.
Love to play and watch basketball.
Live to learn, grow, share, and make a difference while serving Christ.
- this is in or around Bergen County, NJ
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- yes -- it's ok to contact this poster with services or other commercial interests
Currently Listening to: Sara Groves - Add To The Beauty
Currently Reading: CraigsList.org
Currently Watching: Inbox
Currently Feeling: gettin there
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November 26, 2005 , 02:21 AM Ang pag-ibig, Living life :)
PumpkinSeed
a lil sumthin I made on the job
(click it to enlarge)
Currently Listening to: KoRn - Falling Away From me (Ringtone)
Currently Reading: _Grow_Feel_Live_Love
Currently Watching: ThumbsPlus ;)
Currently Feeling: warm...inside
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October 23, 2005 , 12:31 AM Living life :)
PumpkinSeed
please.... could you find someone who's actually implemented a successful budget plan on some level, to be creating these things that affect not only millions in this country, but families across this earth! represent us as you'd want to be represented. I plan to be rich, and yes, I plan to take advantage of tax breaks for business owners, but YES, I GLADLY pay my taxes because I TRUST it goes to serve my neighbors in this great hurting land. =================================
As soon as tomorrow morning, the House of Representatives will consider a
Republican amendment to permanently slash funding for basic health care,
nutrition and education services for the poor. The budget proposal already calls
for $35 billion in cuts, but top Republicans want to push it up to $50
billion. Meanwhile, the same budget proposal calls for $70 billion in
new tax breaks, largely for the wealthy.1 It's reverse Robin Hood politics—robbing the poor to pay back the rich. So today we're aiming to send 50,000 personal messages to
Congress in 24 hours—round II of our emergency budget campaign. We're
asking them to vote against the expanded cuts this Thursday, and oppose any
budget package that slashes services for the poor while handing out tax breaks
to the rich. Can you send a short note right now? http://www.political.moveon.org/budget?id=6158-6363735-8H5uDlxNJ3xeVSu9UNt8Qw&am p;t=2 The good news is that a national backlash is rapidly building against the
Republican attack on the poor—and it's already having an impact. Monday and Tuesday MoveOn members joined a national "virtual march" to stop
the budget cuts and phoned in over 25,000 calls to Congress.
Your efforts helped secure a major victory when the Senate agriculture
committee, "fearing a backlash," announced yesterday it would abandon plans to
take food stamps away from nearly 300,000 needy families.2 The hypocrisy of the Republican plan to slash programs like Medicaid, food
stamps, and student loans while offering new budget-busting tax breaks to the
wealthy is being recognized across the country. As the New York Times wrote in a
recent editorial: "Congressional Republicans are trying to invoke the cost of reconstruction
from Hurricane Katrina to justify cutting even more deeply and cruelly into
programs that help the poorest Americans...The same lawmakers who cheered on
President Bush's reckless tax cuts for the affluent, killing the surpluses and
creating mammoth debt, are trying to transform themselves into responsible
budgeteers."3 Local papers are also speaking out. Florida Today observed: "These are the same lawmakers who bought whole hog into a huge, pork-ridden
transportation bill this summer, and who have no interest in rolling back any
of President Bush's tax cuts for affluent Americans. If fact, they'd add more.
For shame."4 The Portsmouth Herald of New Hampshire asks simply: "Do they really think we are so mean-spirited that we would take food from
hungry children to offset the profligate tax cuts and spending that have us
$300 trillion in debt?"5 And a new national poll shows that the general public, by a margin of
67% to 24%, believes that the Republican budget plan is simply wrong.6 Despite the clear public rejection of their priorities, Republican leaders
think they can hide their dump-the-poor, serve-the-rich formula behind the
complexity and technical nature of the budget process. It's up to the people to
show them that they aren't fooling anyone, and America deserves better. The first step is to help swing tomorrow's vote in the House.
Please take a minute to write your representative, urging them to vote against
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Team Sources: 1 "Congress to consider sweeping budget cuts" Houston Chronicle
10/18/05 2"Senate panel drops plan to cut food stamps" The New York Times
10/13/05 3 "Budget Cowardice in the Capitol" The New York Times
10/13/05 4 "The shameful switch" Florida Today 10/18/05 5 "Starving the needy to offset costs is not the answer" The
Portsmouth Herald 10/18/05 6 "Gunning for the poor" Harold Myerson Op-Ed Column in the
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Currently Watching: myself getting sleepy
Currently Feeling: participatory
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September 24, 2005 , 04:20 PM Living life :)
PumpkinSeed
Apparently I have an "unanswered complaint", which I think means I probably got a leter in the mail in the past week, and I didn't know about it cuz I haven't been looking at my mail lately.
....Where was I on the night of Thursday, September 15th?? Well apparently that was one of the nights I was in Union Twp. I went to a few houses to show Kirby off, but what's the complaint about?? I don't remember! ............. perhaps it's a complaint for my Karaoke performance?????
I thot I did pretty good!
Yeah - I karaokied for the 2nd time last Thursday. I did Lisa Loeb & Nine tories' "Do You Sleep"
and Pearl Jam's "I God Id" 
=)
Well I guess it's time to call my Law Firm again...
sure nice having one!
Currently Listening to: nuttin: the Fugazi CD seems too scuffed to play. Maybe it'll rip
Currently Reading: shouldn't this be Certified Mail w. signiature required??
Currently Watching: out for police occifers
Currently Feeling: curious
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September 16, 2005 , 01:33 AM Living life :)
PumpkinSeed
would you let this man into your home?
moreso, would you leave your children alone with him?
well apparently people are looking beyond my exterior and trusting me
cool! And I get paid for it too!
I'll have to share about my jobS soon
Currently Listening to: Luther Vandross-Ain't No Stoppin' Us Now & Dance with My Father
Currently Reading: http://mensa-barbie.blogspot.com
Currently Watching: the $ roll in! :-D
Currently Feeling: ustarific
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July 13, 2005 , 11:43 PM Living life :)
PumpkinSeed
:')
1st off, I gotta say i'm honored that you'd think to come to me as a friend.
2nd, I want you to know - my instinct as a dude is to want to FIX things and make them all better.....To come up with all the RIGHT words that are perfect to make you smile feel loved, and hopeful and all that lovely crap, and send you on yer way to bliss.
but dang, I don't feel like doing that this time....at least not the same way.
cuz yeah - I've been here before...humbled at the privilage of a friend sharing with me in thier time of crap. And I'm trying to learn to stop THINKING of the right things to say...when I already know them. Does that make sence? To put it another way - like we've talked about before, sometimes we just gotta speak from the heart, and let it flow. I see that's what you did in your e-mail. It's a rant. And ranting doesn't come easy to me (or most men) as it's like being vounerable - it's like being real....er...."genuine"
I'm sorta glad we're doing this through e-mail for now cuz I don't know if I'd let myself rant in any other format.
~~~
so 1st off - be clear - the reason yer dude separateed AINT cuz yer physically apart - that's BS. more likely it gave him space to think and process something, and came to some conclusions (or assumptions). Don't blame the distance, and don't blame being home ...it's something else between ya's.
Yeah - I know what yer going through hurts like hell, and I'm glad you're enduring it as well as you are. I know you could be hurting yerself in ways that you haven't ventured this time, [*SNIP!*]
I'm proud of you for reaching out to a friend cuz dang I think we both know the depths we can go when we're left totally alone in our crap....and we both know it doesn't have to be that way, but when totally on our own, it's likely we will reach those depths that we'll regret later.
I aint here to cheer you up or distract you from where yer at....but sometimes....these times are when we need to be reminded of things outside of our feelings and perspectives....when in the pain....when in the moment, we loose perspective, and sure as hell we loose our good judgement!
How easy it is in these times to forget who we are and what our life's about. How easy it is to loose all sence of direction and passion for life.
....how hard it is to believe that this this too shall pass...and a genuine smile will come again.
You said it yourself how you found yer sence of being from him. Well face it. now or later, you were gonna crash.
to know and love someone is a beautiful thing.....to find that special someone that brings life to us is amazing! To find someone who lets us in and lets us feel and experience life like never before is precious....
but if we never found ourslelves outside of them, we're gonna crash. It's just a matter of time.
i've seen it so many times...I've even had the privilage to experience it for myself this past year.
For some people it's their child. For many it's their lover. [or their cats] That may seem fine, but in itself it's not healthy for either individual long term. Sure we have our needs that need to be met by others....that's natural....but to live our whole lives that way is dangerous. Dangerous for us not REALLY living our lives. Dangerous for preventing the ones we love so much from truely living their lives!!!
I feel like i'm off on a rant now - and I'm afraid you may not understand why I'm on this topic....but i know it's important.
I know I may seem a little wacked out in my idealistic beliefs and frankly I wonder why you would come to me, a friend who's never even had a girl, or been on a date, and is afraid of getting in relationships. Why would you consider any advice or council from me?
Well I aint perfect and I'm screwed up in my own ways - you know that, but yeah, I care about you, and want to do all I can as yer friend to support you to ahcieving YOU. to support you through this time, and to finding yer peace and inner joy.......eventually
But i know the good stuff in life isn't meant to come FROM people we care about. But rather, the good stuff in life is meant to be shared WITH people we care about.
I implore you to really find what it is for you....what are you really about. [*SNIP!*] you found, and lost your purpose.
or maybe you never did find yer purpose [*SNIP!*]
Sounds like a nice way to keep yer life adrift!
I know it well!
I know well what it is to live w/o direction/purpose....with no belief in myself.....always waiting and hoping for somethign external.....someone external.
BUT I was given a gift as a child that even in my mess - even in my most lost moments, deep inside of me I KNOW there's purpose for me. I know there's something bigger than me or any situation I may ever encounter in life, and tho I may not feel it, see it, believe it, or act on it, I was given the gift to know I am loved, and I have purpose. I said I didn't even belive it! but I knew it inside!
I wonder how many people weren't given that gift.....but even so, it's just as true for them as well....they just dont have the knoledge of it.
okay - now I feel REALLY off topic.........but that's okay
;-P
~~~
sigh
I just re-read yer e-mail.
I hope you don't dismiss me cuz I'm not telling you magic secrets of getting yer dude back, or simply gettign SOMEONE in yer life ASAP! Cuz I know that's what you want.
I just know that you can find that kind of advice elsewhere, and yeah - you might hook up again with _____ or some other great guy that'll blow you away...
but honestly, I don't care.
I don't care that yer missing companionship.
cuz I friggin care about you, and the crap yer going through now has nothing to do with _____ or any dude.
and that doesn't mean you should go lezbo either! ;p
heh heh
there are some simple concepts in life. We're led to believe we find what we want [in life]when we find someone special. And that's super! it really is! That special someone may be the one that keeps us from going over the edge....but dang, till you see yer life isn't about _____, or any other dude, that special someone may be the one we blame as we send ourselves over the edge.
You told me _____ loves you. If he REALLY did, then I believe he STILL does! It may not feel that way, and you both may be distracted from that reality for the moment.
Take care of you.
Learn to love yerself as others love you.
It's interesting how when I love someone else, I make that decision inside, and it never waivers....but when it comes to myself, I friggin have to WORK at it, and keep reminding myself and have to LEARN how to love me.
Weird.
Take care of you. Friggin give yerself a hug instead of [hurting yourself]! You'll appreciate it later.
And so will that special dude that will love you forever. It hurts him to know that you've hurt you.
I know that cuz it friggin hurts me.
Take care of you. Sneak some food.
yer still in my prayers.
~Andrew
Currently Listening to: the A/C
Currently Reading: Juno Sent Folder
Currently Watching: for a reply
Currently Feeling: loving. =')
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