Entries for April, 2006
April 12, 2006 , 01:33 AM Observations
PumpkinSeed
, and being chilly with a soar throat and gunked up passageways, I decide to inhale the steam...
yuck!smelled like
Silly of me to expect H2O from my faucet! Forgot it's H2ClFO
=)
so where have I dissapeared to the past few months?? I've been spending most my online "free time" in the MySpace world.
miss me here?
care to Join me there?
Currently Listening to: tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock-tick
Currently Reading: Acts 12 & James 4
Currently Watching: Terami's vid I downloaded
Currently Feeling: silent
Whadduya feelin?
April 28, 2006 , 10:48 PM inside the outside
PumpkinSeed
and I thot of tabby..........and how I don't like to be less than perfect here.
not only do I want you to love accept and like me.....I guess I'm still the friggin pharisee who wants to be seen as holy.
But tabby is the place where I'm not supposed to be an actor anymore......where I'm supposed to play myself.
so I just want to avoid it and not post any entries here.
I think of how silly this entry must be to anyone else reading it - because - yeah - of course everyone knows I'm not perfect cuz it's friggin impossible.
but I like to play myself as "perfect" in at least some areas of life.....and THANK GOD, somedays I am! Some weeks, and months I am!
but today, I've been less than perfect.
.....and I thot I'd journal anyway
Currently Listening to: Twila Paris - Perenial
Currently Reading: 1998 car reviews (Rivierra, Aurora, Montecarlo, Eldorado, etc.)
Currently Watching: altavista search results
Currently Feeling: tempted...human
Whadduya feelin?
