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Like a love without devotion, like a cloud without the rain; Like a heart without emotion, like a wound without the pain. Like a prayer without an answer, like a bird without a song; Like a hope without a future, like a night without the dawn. Without You, I am nothing; I am nothing without You; Only You can make something out of nothing; I am nothing without You. ~PAUL & RITA BALOCHE
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Entries for March, 2005

March 1, 2005 , 04:24 PM bla bla bla bla

PumpkinSeed

Ow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sittin now on my bed, holding a pack of frozen Beef frankfooters on my head.....

a few minutes ago I was sittin here to get som e business done.....but instead I was listening to music....Van Hallen - "Not Enough".....Pumpkin Seed - "Never touch".......Pumpkin Seed - "Blind Dancers"............remembering for the 1st time since I played it, which part of the song was the dance...........daydreaming....daydreaming....daydreaming....lean back on my bed for the 3rd time, and WACK!!


I wacked my head on the radiator behind me....and just like in the cartoonz, I had a lump grow in less than a minute!

in pain...wished 4 sum1....


was almost surprised there was no blud.



back to biznezz.......

Currently Listening to: Noel Cabagon - Kanlungan
Currently Reading: Planna.pwd
Currently Watching: My 4 wallz & cieling inspire me to daydream of romance
Currently Feeling: need 4 a workout partner
5 insights Xpresed

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March 8, 2005 , 06:50 PM Ang pag-ibig, inside the outside

PumpkinSeed

STILL....
STILL....

Still I freeze.

At just the thought of meeting you one-on-one with no-where to go.

Have I ever been a true friend to you? Lord knows I've tried.

Still my mouth is seered shut.

Still the cringe comes into my gut.

Still I want to cry out.....but instead I cry in.

...and you're not even here.

I still love you.

I still respect you.




why am I so dramatic in my head?



Still I wish just the best for you.

I don't even like you much anymore....that way

I don't long for your touch.

.....just wish....


we could be friends again....real friends this time.

if you walked in right now....could I say anything beyond small talk?


sigh


I love you.

....STILL

Currently Listening to: Pearl Jam - Vitalogy - Not For You
Currently Reading: The Equinox Vol XVII, Issue VIII
Currently Watching: Nancy Hennessy talk on Inclusion Classes & Co-Teaching
Currently Feeling: seared shut
2 insights Xpresed

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March 9, 2005 , 12:46 PM Observations

PumpkinSeed

522, 523, 524, 525, 526, 527, 528, 529, 530
522. Rake a big pile of leaves every fall and jump in it with someone you love.

523. Create a little signal only your wife knows so that you can show her you love her across a crowded room.

524. Accept a breath mint if someone offers you one.

525. When you feel terrific, notify your face.

526. Discipline with a gentle hand.

527. Volunteer. Sometimes the jobs no one wants conceal big opportunities

528. Never drive while holding a cup of hot coffee between your knees.

529. Use a travel agent. It costs no more and saves time and effort.

530. Never be the first to break a family tradition.


sigh


this morning...I mean Afternoon's reading from The Complete Life's Little Instruction Book

Currently Listening to: Pearl Jam- Vitalogy - Corduroy
Currently Reading: http://www.thercg.org/books/ttah.html
Currently Watching: my life begin again
Currently Feeling: missing
2 insights Xpresed

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March 14, 2005 , 12:12 PM Observations

PumpkinSeed

ha
I got this thing on my tabby that shows where visitors were refereed (linked) from when visiting.

This one caught my interest...apparently this very site is the TOP search result when someone searched for, how can adult add change sence of touch


1. A Seedling Coming out of the Dark!!
... what if there are suttle nuances about me that change without me noticing, and I ... "adult ADD"? ... m blessed I'm on the path to excelence I'ma mess I can think and ...
http://www.tabulas.com/~PumpkinSeed/ [Found on Google, Yahoo!]


it's really weird being....findable

something I've always wished for, feared, and prevented.

Currently Listening to: Pearl Jam - Around the Bend
Currently Reading: Employment Opportunities section of Star Ledger
Currently Watching: me procrastinate
Currently Feeling: uncovered
16 insights Xpresed

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March 30, 2005 , 09:44 AM bla bla bla bla

PumpkinSeed

Intermission
PumSeed says: faxing a resume now to another place.....shoulda did this days ago
normi ©- 74324 says: fax it here
normi ©- 74324 says: hahha
PumSeed says: um
PumSeed says: toll free?
normi ©- 74324 says: yeah
normi ©- 74324 says: hahaha
normi ©- 74324 says: no no
normi ©- 74324 says: i was just kidding
PumSeed says: y not?
PumSeed says: that'd be interesting
PumSeed says: putting some action to my talk of being a call-dude
PumSeed says: hmm...designing cover letter.....
normi ©- 74324 says: haha
normi ©- 74324 says: are u sure
PumSeed says: Greetings!

Although I'm a strong supporter of AMD, I realize competition is key for further innovation, so I'd love to work for Intel where I can not only improve my Usta skills, but support others who are stuck using your products as well, as they don't deserve to be punished for not choosing AMD.....
PumSeed says: ....I have many computer skills, and experiecne in counseling others with PC Techinical issues in person, and on the net, and look forward to now use my usta.

I am sure to fit in well with my new co-workers as I am fluent in MSNM and Tabulas, and know over a dozen words in Tagalog.

My resume is attached.

Salamat

~Andrew Jacob Sahagian
normi ©- 74324 says: hehehe
PumSeed says: PS. Is airfare part of the comp package?
PumSeed says: not bad for a 1st draft, ey?
normi ©- 74324 says: yeah
PumSeed says: egad - this fax is still on page 1 of 3 - been over 10 minutes!
normi ©- 74324 says: are u sending it here
PumSeed says: no
PumSeed says: not yet anyway
normi ©- 74324 says: haha

Currently Listening to: Live - Run To The Water
Currently Reading: me chat log of 2004-03-15
Currently Watching: my family suffer without my income
Currently Feeling: irrisponsible
2 insights Xpresed

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March 30, 2005 , 10:49 AM inside the outside

PumpkinSeed

oh - so this is what I've been hiding....

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic




You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!
You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.
You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack
It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!


What Is Your Seduction Style?

Currently Listening to: bethany
Currently Reading: blog.pwd
Currently Watching: another minute pass
Currently Feeling: back to work
Whadduya feelin?

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