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Like a love without devotion, like a cloud without the rain; Like a heart without emotion, like a wound without the pain. Like a prayer without an answer, like a bird without a song; Like a hope without a future, like a night without the dawn. Without You, I am nothing; I am nothing without You; Only You can make something out of nothing; I am nothing without You. ~PAUL & RITA BALOCHE
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October 5, 2005 , 01:03 AM Ang pag-ibig

PumpkinSeed

poop happenez
interesting how just seeing a colour grips my heart..........................tightly.






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Currently Reading: a journal
Currently Watching: a void
Currently Feeling: gripped
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October 13, 2005 , 08:10 AM Ang pag-ibig

PumpkinSeed

I like my pillow
sometimes I think I even love it.

=)

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October 23, 2005 , 12:31 AM Living life :)

PumpkinSeed

my lil letter to my representatives...(ACTION NEEDED ASAP!)

please.... could you find someone who's actually implemented a successful budget plan on some level, to be creating these things that affect not only millions in this country, but families across this earth! represent us as you'd want to be represented. I plan to be rich, and yes, I plan to take advantage of tax breaks for business owners, but YES, I GLADLY pay my taxes because I TRUST it goes to serve my neighbors in this great hurting land. =================================

----- Original Message -----
From: Ben Brandzel, MoveOn.org Political Action
To: Bob Quatrone
Sent: Wednesday, October 19, 2005 12:23 PM
Subject: Vote tomorrow on massive budget cuts, write Rep Rothman today

Tomorrow the House of Representatives will vote on expanding deep cuts to basic services for the poor. We're aiming to send in 50,000 personal notes in 24 hours—can you write a personal message right now?

Dear MoveOn member,

As soon as tomorrow morning, the House of Representatives will consider a Republican amendment to permanently slash funding for basic health care, nutrition and education services for the poor. The budget proposal already calls for $35 billion in cuts, but top Republicans want to push it up to $50 billion. Meanwhile, the same budget proposal calls for $70 billion in new tax breaks, largely for the wealthy.1

It's reverse Robin Hood politics—robbing the poor to pay back the rich.

So today we're aiming to send 50,000 personal messages to Congress in 24 hours—round II of  our emergency budget campaign. We're asking them to vote against the expanded cuts this Thursday, and oppose any budget package that slashes services for the poor while handing out tax breaks to the rich. Can you send a short note right now?

http://www.political.moveon.org/budget?id=6158-6363735-8H5uDlxNJ3xeVSu9UNt8Qw&am p;t=2

The good news is that a national backlash is rapidly building against the Republican attack on the poor—and it's already having an impact.

Monday and Tuesday MoveOn members joined a national "virtual march" to stop the budget cuts and phoned in over 25,000 calls to Congress. Your efforts helped secure a major victory when the Senate agriculture committee, "fearing a backlash," announced yesterday it would abandon plans to take food stamps away from nearly 300,000 needy families.2

The hypocrisy of the Republican plan to slash programs like Medicaid, food stamps, and student loans while offering new budget-busting tax breaks to the wealthy is being recognized across the country. As the New York Times wrote in a recent editorial:

"Congressional Republicans are trying to invoke the cost of reconstruction from Hurricane Katrina to justify cutting even more deeply and cruelly into programs that help the poorest Americans...The same lawmakers who cheered on President Bush's reckless tax cuts for the affluent, killing the surpluses and creating mammoth debt, are trying to transform themselves into responsible budgeteers."3

Local papers are also speaking out. Florida Today observed:

"These are the same lawmakers who bought whole hog into a huge, pork-ridden transportation bill this summer, and who have no interest in rolling back any of President Bush's tax cuts for affluent Americans. If fact, they'd add more. For shame."4

The Portsmouth Herald of New Hampshire asks simply:

"Do they really think we are so mean-spirited that we would take food from hungry children to offset the profligate tax cuts and spending that have us $300 trillion in debt?"5

And a new national poll shows that the general public, by a margin of 67% to 24%, believes that the Republican budget plan is simply wrong.6

Despite the clear public rejection of their priorities, Republican leaders think they can hide their dump-the-poor, serve-the-rich formula behind the complexity and technical nature of the budget process. It's up to the people to show them that they aren't fooling anyone, and America deserves better.

The first step is to help swing tomorrow's vote in the House. Please take a minute to write your representative, urging them to vote against expanding the budget cuts to $50 billion, and ask them to oppose any final budget package that slashes vital services to the poor while handing out tax breaks to the wealthy.

If we can hit our goal of 50,000 personal letters in 24 hours, we can make sure they get the message loud and clear.

You can write and send your letter online in just a few minutes, by going here:

http://www.political.moveon.org/budget?id=6158-6363735-8H5uDlxNJ3xeVSu9UNt8Qw&am p;t=3

Thanks for all that you do.

–Ben, Joan, Tanya, Micayla and the MoveOn.org Political Action Team
  October 19, 2005

Sources:

1 "Congress to consider sweeping budget cuts" Houston Chronicle 10/18/05
http://www.chron.com/cs/CDA/ssistory.mpl/politics/3400874

2"Senate panel drops plan to cut food stamps" The New York Times 10/13/05
http://www.nytimes.com/2005/10/19/politics/19cong.html

3 "Budget Cowardice in the Capitol" The New York Times 10/13/05
http://www.nytimes.com/2005/10/13/opinion/13thur4.html

4 "The shameful switch" Florida Today 10/18/05
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=1005

5 "Starving the needy to offset costs is not the answer" The Portsmouth Herald 10/18/05
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=1006

6 "Gunning for the poor" Harold Myerson Op-Ed Column in the Washington Post, 10/19/05
http://www.moveon.org/r?r=1007

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Currently Watching: myself getting sleepy
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October 24, 2005 , 09:14 PM Observations

PumpkinSeed

aww how cute!
found this at Mensa's Blog

2 cute not to share....

Click it!



awwww!!!

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October 30, 2005 , 01:32 PM Introspections

PumpkinSeed

and so
life goes on

people pass

so I guess life doesn't go on for everyone.


loving my life, tho discontent with it....nonetheless loving it, and happy

happy with my past and my future.

rarely content with the present.......tho often close to content.


Why does it seem I only celebrate one birthday per person per year?

Each year, it's a different person......never to be celebrated again?


Have I ever celebrated my own birthday? Perhaps next year.


I'm in a weird slow-motion ranting mode or sumthin.

I miss typing.

I miss tabbing.

I miss the outpouring.


On the way home from church today, I got to thinking aobut the child molesting priests. I'm sure that's not why they chose that career. "oh - if I get this job, I'll get to be alone with lil boys! :D Oh joy!" No - certainly not.................right? Weren't these once young men with a passion to live out a life for God? Willing to sacrifice their desire for a wife and kids to do His work?

right?

I thot of them, because I thot of myself........Getting into my (dad's) car, there were some teen gurls standing by. I began to wonder why I'm afraid to greet them...and why I feel a need to connect with/befriend them?

It's not new. I feel that all the time, wanting to befriend females. I imagine my Bachelor Party with me, and 1 or 2 other dudes. I got some dude (male) friends, but usually I prefer connecting with the females.

So it came to me, that this all might be because there's a (natural/normal) need in me to have a close female connection, but because I don't have, and NEVER have had a GF or Wife, I seek out female friendships/connections so much. Perhaps that's my attempt of getting balanced. And PERHAPS when I do have "HER" in my life.....I'll begin to connect with dudes more, and actually want to be with dudes?!

Perhaps.


OR...........perhaps I'm just never gonna appreciate most dudes, cuz BLEH, yer so obnoxious and rude and perv, and competitive, and macho....................and everything I'm not, nor appreciate.


........No - that's not it. I know and am friends with dudes who don't fit those stereotypes, and YES, I enjoy their friendships much!

Yeah - I'm just off balance w/o "HER". Wonder when I'll finally be ready for "her"? I imagine I'm close. I imagine less than a year.

I imagine it's not my imagination


.......So if I'm off balance @ 24 y/o without my gurl.......how much more off balance can a dude get after years and years committed to be celebate and not even to date or anything. Good grief, that's not God's plan! And.......I'm sure Priests sneak with women.......perhaps even some that aren't nuns! But there they are, battling their nature, outside of God's plan for them........screwed up, with no way out........with youngins in their reach......youngins naieve enough that there's a good chance they won't tell.

hmm.

sad






rant rant rant


and so I got myself in positions of leadership and where I'm seen to be heard.

I'm full of years of Leadership Trainings and Personal Development books, audios, and Seminars, a lifetime of sermons, 4 years of "higher education", and 1 year of introspection and feeling.

in 2001 or so, I felt like I was an Overcharged battery waiting to be set free

yet...........in these leadership positions, I revert to ASSISTING, keeping myeslf DEPENDANT on those more assertive than myself to direct me.

I wasn't happy with that.........but I think I may be realizing...I'm just not where I'm made to shine.

I'm okay.........just finding my nitch.

I will continue to charge my battery.....as I continue to search for my release.


release


Yes - release, I will!

Thanx for the support!


..................or maybe I am shining already.

Who said you have to be assertive to shine?

Maybe U just need ballz?

Currently Listening to: Rich Mullins - Sometimes By Step
Currently Reading: John 3
Currently Watching: my ballz
Currently Feeling: on hold
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October 31, 2005 , 04:59 AM Observations

PumpkinSeed

rummage
Rummaging through the house - it's almost holoween!

what can I give the kiddies???

Pignolias?
Ramen Noodles? It's cheaper than a Snickers!
Vitamines from the Dollar Store? Here have some Coral Calcium! Don't rot yer teeth, strengthen em while alkalizing!
Pasta?
lil boxes of rasins? nope - there's no sealed wrapper.

I know! Mom's Glucose Tablets! Pharmacutical-grade-candy!

Why not just go to the source? Here's some Sugar-In-The-Raw packets!

AHA! Apple Sauce cups! =)



HAPPY REFORMATION DAY!!!!!!!! :D :D


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